Been working here at somewhat local supermarket for two and a half months now. Sekarang masih menyesuaikan diri lagi. Yang susah nya tu bila bos silih berganti. Dan kena follow up arahan yang berbeza-beza. But the recent event hit me. I just have this thought that the boss do not like me.
I though the story went where there was this one fine morning I happened to mumble around because this boss is always so late. I was mad because the superior would first look after me if anyone did not follow their daily working roster. OMG. I thought that fine morning he did not came to work. Bos yang atas bos tu pula suka menengking aku kalau ada orang nda ikut jadual.
Yesterday was hectic. I was supposed to go to the bank and he did not approve, nor did he want to replace me to go to the bank. I thought that was so silly actions of him. The previous boss was so cool sebab dia nda pernah berkira mau hantar staff pegi mana - mana. So for that reason I though this current boss was so irresponsible. When I asked him he did not even reply anything but I caught and heard him say "Bah pegiilah...!" You know, Like how you will say when you dislike someone. From that point I was pissed. Sudahla memanggil orang sengaja mau suruh buat kerja yang nonsense.
Dia bilang aku ini nda pandai membuat kerja. He told my friend that I was sitting at the office all day while all I have been doing is helping my friend to do his work because it happened to be his off day. Kalau begitu ceritanya lagi bagus kalau aku duduk ja sendiri di dalam ofis (because I have my own office which only occupies one person at a time). Yesterday I have come to the point that I wanted to see and ask him if I ever did something wrong or if I ever did not do any task or job assigned. I know I have not been a good employee here but that is not how you treat a problem.
If it is true that he was pissed by me because he heard me mumbling about him being late, the problem comes within him himself.
To that I was reminded by what umi told me, "kerja awak ni kena bersabar ja lah, banyak orang nda suka. Tapi yang penting awak buat kerja awak". Do you know how soothing and cool it was to have someone somehow supports you? Thank you umi XD
Okey la habis sesi luahan hati dari hati yang nda matang ni. I just want to let this off my mind. I am still here tho working, and if it happened that the boss is reading, idgaf!
POSTED BY Haafiza Nadia ON Thursday, May 12, 2016 @ 9:46:00 AM
